January can't come fast enough!

It has been a while since I updated this blog.  These last few months have been extremely hard on me and my body.  Hoping that January will bring a better year to finding answers and a new me.  I have an appointment with Dr. William Snape on January 20th in San Francisco to see if I meet the criteria for a pacemaker to be put in my stomach.  I am really hoping that this doctor appointment will turn out tons better than the UCLA one.  I have been so nauseated and vomiting multiple times a day that I really feel that the pacemaker may be my only answer in fighting this terrible disease.  I wish so bad that I could just get up for one day and not throw up; just one day that I don't have to run to the bathroom in a hurry.  My kids are getting older as the days go by and I'm sad I'm not with them.  They see too much and know way too much about a mommy being sick.

So, onto 2011!!  Let's hope and pray that this will be a turnaround year for me.  Thanks for all your love that you show me!